What they say is true... Stay at home with family and you pretty much belong to them. When your family knows nothing but work, being tired from work, and wasting precious time doing nothing, they want to time suck you into their shitty/ignorant reality as well. They don't know any better. They haven't seen or desire or have a passion for a better life. They are sleep and have become drones of this so called society.
And me? I'm a part of them because I'm not only blood related but I live in the same god damn house for years. Even when I wanted to go away for college I was "manipulated" and mom pulled the poor me card so I'd stay home and help out with the chores and doing errands for the family.
How can I focus on doing my own thing if they always pull me down. When one is retired and does nothing productive and the other is a work drone who doesn't want the best for me hold me back from success? What the fuck?
Do I really live in this fucking selfish world? Are my parents really interested in seeing me succeed in life or let me pursue what I want? No. I'm suppose to be the errand boy, the tour guide, the translator, the chauffeur, and even then my mother wanted me to continue to be stupid and tired working as a wage slave in a shitty and potentially hazardous environment.
Such distractions...! God blessed me for being a good boy who listened to my mother all these years.
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