Hmmmm where to start...?

Party and Awesome Newbie Friend (keep shooting and eventually something sticks)
So I went to the concert event that I wanted to and managed to hang out with a cool guy who I met at the same event. We haven't talked in like a year but we manage to stay cool. He was so cool and I got bit of his world or reality.

I was so happy to see him and he even went earlier than when people started going to the even! Also he wasn't a big fan of Kpop but he still went! He didn't make stupid excuses or ignored my invitation. So I was happy to see him because of this and even bought him a drink right as I got inside the door.

He looked like he gained weight significantly...

This experience was awesome looking back. There were all ages but majority were old enough. Lots of short girls and dressed nicely. This event gives me something to talk about!? *Insight - Do shit so you can share shit.

He likes Anime and I think he makes comics on the side. He showed me his cool ride. Talks about his band. Shows me his friend who he is skyping. Talks about wanting to get an Anime decor on his new car. The sound system of his car. Showed off and even wore his Charmander costume even though it makes him hot. Then showed me and changed into his "rave" pants. Not only did he do all this but he was cool doing his own thing not being shy and stupid like I was stifled and standing around doing shit.

He made my night awesome to say the least and gave a ton load of value! As if we already knew each other. Of course I talked to him a lot in the beginning as well.

He even suggested a late night snack at whataburger but I declined.

Dude..., I felted intimidated at one point too because I started comparing myself to him and I have nothing going on. Wtf. If only this and that... All these excuses and environment and family and blah blah blah didn't happen or prevented me from doing what I wanted to circular mental masturbation self-talk started to chime in.

Learning Other's Lifestyles Using Facebook (Reality Check)
Also a random guy who I kept seeing at these event added me on facebook. I chengck who it was and it turns out he was the Leader/DJ of the event. And so young were they - the whole group of hosts. The guy is living the life. He travels all over the place, has his own website, owns this company, and even has a legit and unique hobbie with painting models and Japanese Planka. Holy shit he has a portfolio-like display of all his stuff. A whole room worth which must cost him endless hours and $$$$$ to acquire.

This is just one example. Other example or people I just surf through had different things going on because they have a proper/high class occupation and not a job. They tend to post travel pictures and dress in style. I guess my ego took a stab and wants to compare my "depressed-lazy-azz" to these folks who look young and successful. In a good way it is like a reality check.