Friday, November 25, 2016

Inner Conflict - Analysis Paralysis is Deadly

I don't get it. Why can't I make a decision. Decisions are so important.

Money v. Choices v. Time v. All.

No, no, no, no, no.

So  many choices. So many I don't knows. So why, why, why!?

Looking at these Black Friday deals I don't know if I want to for sure buy a guitar or a ps3 or a ps4 bundle.

Game consoles are soooooooo cheap these days. What should I do? I really don't know who I am or what I am.

I'm just living day to day aimlessly jumping hoops to hoops.

I need to ask myself is this a good investment? Will I teach myself this shit? What am I doing?


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What should happen?

I am decisive. I am learning all the time. I am invested in my education. I pay for experience. I need a passion. I need discovery. I need love. I need to find myself. I am nothing...?

Bad thoughts again....

This is suppose to be a positive change.

Change

Who do I want to be? What do I want to do?

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