I'm scared of the future. I am so fucking scared. What will be the outcome if I don't plan things now? How do I plan for what is now if I am indecisive?

When money is the main issue and time is passing by what do I have to hold on to?

What can I do? Where can I start? Who can I talk to? How will I feel better about myself at all when I am lacking basic human needs?

I don't want to be working for little pay. I don't want to waste my youth. I don't want to make the right decision.

I want freedom from bosses, competition, and freedom from financial means. But what talent do I have to offer to this world? Seems like those who care about others aren't wealthy... I don't know. Sucks being clueless and out of school...