I don't want to do anything! No good jobs are out there! Ahhhh! I'm so angry and frustrated!

No one helps me. I always help other people why don't I get the same help in return? MONEY, MONEY, MONEY is always on my mind. Trying to meet ends without money is terrible. I need money, a job, relationships, a peace of mind!

What are my options? What the fuck? I have no fucking idea what I want to do that makes good money. Right now I am owing money and so I cannot do what I want! WWWWWWWWWWWAAAAAH

No damn excuse, this is the truth. I am carrying such a heavy burden all because I was ignorant. Didn't create any meaning relationships during college. Didn't enjoy the part-time jobs. Didn't see any clubs that I was interested in! Didn't have a long-term goal! All I was doing was playing sc2 and reading self-help books. Books like being in the present moment and meditation? How are they suppose to help me with my future career plans?!

Please I ask for help from a divine being! I am so frustrated!