I'm always bored. There's nothing to do. Nothing I want to do. I'm fucking lazy?
No money, no honey? Damn it I really want to be successful but reading all the time doesn't prove shit.
I don't know anybody or anything worthwhile.
I love anime and movies. There's always a cause to live for. A plot. A struggle. An issue. A solution.
Movies always come out with a good or bad ending (usually good). It's always complete one may say.
In life though, it's a mystery. I can't predict. I'm confused. I confess I am alone, tired, restless. Not knowing what to do sucks. Not having any principle sucks. Not knowing what is real and fake sucks. Not having anyone to talk to sucks.
I might as well go insane. I am bored out of my mind. I know the right thing to do is to avoid wasting money and time on entertainment yet I have nothing to show for it. No other thing. Nothing to move me.
I'm stuck and sick. Fuck...
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