My Vision - Day 18: Power Up

Comedy. Do what makes me laugh. Do what I find enjoyable and fun.

I'm so jealous of the college students. I think they all will if not many will graduate and become professionals.

I don't know what to make of myself.

Programming? Video game design?

I spend so much time online and at home that I don't get anything done. I don't know anything else.

Girls are cute and weird creatures. Girls are the motivation?

I'm a boss. I can finally breathe normally being a success. I find passion in everything I do. I am positive and outgoing. I am creative. I have hope, desire, and passion.

I am going to network and talk to people and I am going to find success by pursuing success. I am going to take action day in and out. I open myself to opportunities so I must create opportunities.

No more being wishy-washy passive conditioning. Bad spiral...

GO UP

My Vision - Day 17: Success is an Actualized Vision

The joys of traveling. The joys of freedom and success.

Success to me, means going after what I want and never stopping. It is the daily habit and following through with great strategies toward a vision that is worthwhile in life.

There are many things to learn and pursue. The only way there is to take the initial step, to try many things, to not be afraid to fail.

Keep going and keep winning. Get up if I fall down. No other great hero than myself. I am the master of my destiny.

I listen to my instincts.

I have a nice house, a beautiful girlfriend, nice car, happy parents and siblings. Money is no issue with me whatsoever. I am smart with my money and I build things. I try things.

I am an entrepreneur. A risk taker, A master of my own destiny. I will never die if I keep moving forward. If I keep trying and thinking positive.

If there's a will, there's a way. If there's an idea, there's a way to get there. Don't worry about how. Just do it!

My Vision - Day 16: Unstoppable

To be unstoppable I must keep moving forward. I must keep growing and learning.

I must improve myself. I must be who I want to be.

More sociable. More confident. More risks. More intent.

Stop what I'm currently doing and doing something different to change.

or

Keep my integrity to 100% by following through.

Take action NOW.

My Vision - Day 15: UNSTOPPABLE AMBITION

I didn't even need to have my own vision.

Saw the power of vision, passion, endurance, and commitment in Max's journey to become an RSD instructor (something I wanted to do once but didn't take any action, didn't know where to start).

Thanks Max!

And he's my peer too...

What is the word for vision+passion+endurance+commitment?

< UNSTOPPABLE AMBITION >

My Vision - Day 14: MusiK

I like music. I want to produce music. I want to understand music. I LOVE music!

Especially KPOP and sometimes KHip-hop. Even VPOP is starting to kill it. I like Japanese pop music as well.

It's a shame I never learned. I know music when I hear it. I should be able to make music. I should be able to sing music and be a baller.

Doing what I love who wouldn't? What's wrong with that?

Money?

Let money talk for itself.

C'mon baby. Money here, money there, money everywhere.

Do it. That's MONEY for you. Just DO IT!

Inner Conflict - Analysis Paralysis is Deadly

I don't get it. Why can't I make a decision. Decisions are so important.

Money v. Choices v. Time v. All.

No, no, no, no, no.

So  many choices. So many I don't knows. So why, why, why!?

Looking at these Black Friday deals I don't know if I want to for sure buy a guitar or a ps3 or a ps4 bundle.

Game consoles are soooooooo cheap these days. What should I do? I really don't know who I am or what I am.

I'm just living day to day aimlessly jumping hoops to hoops.

I need to ask myself is this a good investment? Will I teach myself this shit? What am I doing?


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What should happen?

I am decisive. I am learning all the time. I am invested in my education. I pay for experience. I need a passion. I need discovery. I need love. I need to find myself. I am nothing...?

Bad thoughts again....

This is suppose to be a positive change.

Change

Who do I want to be? What do I want to do?

My Vision - Day 12: Excellence

Excellence isn't a one time deal. Excellence is an ongoing process that never stop on it's track. Nick Kelly was so right. He worked his ass off and never stop. He is a hungry Shark, not a hungry Ghost like the many average people in this world.

To move higher and higher is life's purpose. What meaning! What inspiration to excel. There's never enough. That's what I've been dealing with. I am always unsatisfied.

I am now pursuing goals/dreams/ambitions to great heights.

Coming from a Thanksgiving family dinner with a big family on my brother's side. I see how disconnected I am to the world. They talk about politics and daily stuff. I don't have any interest in I can't relate. They have adult conversations and I'm just out of the scene like a flower on the wall.

I am no longer this flower on the wall. I do everything with great purpose/intent. I will never give up. I strive to be the best version of myself despite how cheesy that sounds. I keep learning and implementing everything in life.

1. Make friends, be outgoing with everyone
2. Know how money works / insurance
3. Master computer programming
4. Take a martial arts class - Judo
5. Be connected with the world

Whatever I do I should KEEP LEARNING. LEARNING NEVER STOPS.

Look at a three or four year old. How much do they learn and how happy they are. They don't have restrictions they do what they want. They surround themselves with the big family and learn from their environment so fast every single day since their a clean slate.

What environment do I want to be apart of?

Go out there and get things done!

Awestruck Talking to a Helpful "Stranger"

Went to a family friend's auto shop to get the family car an oil exchange.

Was waiting inside while reading my Computer Programming book with another man.

The man struck up a conversation in dual language.

These are the takeaways from the wise man who is 42 years old.

• Go back to school. You have the intellect versus those where you're working at who do not.
• You are still young. The job you're currently at is more suitable for the older.
• It only takes about 2 years to go back to get another degree.
• Try to become a physician assistant if you choose medical or try to become a game animator.
• It's going to be a "tough road." Success don't come to those who favor the easy path.
• When you have an interest in something. You can do it. Go all the way.

He even gave me his card... Said he'd help me in math if I need tutoring.

Moments like this I feel awestruck.

Finally, someone understands me! Gives me the motivation to move forward!

My Vision - Day 11: On Success as an Ongoing Process

I finished reading all 3 chapters in Computer Programming. The information was easy to absorb. Learning sure is fun. This book answered some of my questions that have long been due such as what RAM was. Other topics that gave me an answer to my pondering was just the basics of what a computer is capable of.

Really, technology knowledge is always advancing so in order to keep up with it people like myself need to keep to date. That could be with anything from movies to video games to even politics or new mobile apps.

I see myself moving to Thailand to start a new youtube channel based on my personal experiences. No one has a youtube channel like this (or at least I don't know yet). Nevertheless this project would be a living example of a New World Ronin learning his craft on an "island."

It is amazing what humans can do when they try. Or when I expand my knowledge. I can always find a connection with one topic to another to solidify my understanding of something. Well even in this book the examples were rudimentary making the book easy to understand such a topic most would say "boring." I'm in no way to follow what most people do right? I got to remember this.

Most people = fail/stagnant/mediocre. I can "respect" most people as an individual but not truly respect the ones who do not go after what he or she want. Which most people don't do because they give up.

Those who do not give up are rewarded. Those who work hard are rewarded. But working hard isn't hard when it is fun. Work is fun because momentum is built. The "saw is sharpened" daily through execution if you will.

Success breeds success where as failure breeds failure or mediocrity.

My goal is to always have a high end, abundant mindset. My GOAL is not just any goal but one BIGGER, GREATER, quite STRONGER than myself.

Ideas in massive action creates momentum for the rewarded success which is realized. Winning is a process towards a destination. The Destination + Process accrued through daily actionable habits gives me the DRIVE to wake up in the morning excited and energize to DOMINATE in life.

My Vision - Day 10: Bruce Lee...!

Time is flying by. I work and I am faced with decisions that bash at me once again. STOP. Stop this negative train of thought. I was the one who chose to work here. I need to focus on what is right, right NOW.

Okay, so look. I may not be a success right now... STOP!

I am unlimited potential. The human mind is a wonderful thing! People can learn anything. Everyone is different. Everyone has different interests that guides them in life. It is up to that individual to pursue his or her goals.

In my lifetime, I enjoy martial arts so therefore I always watched martial arts movies. I played with action figures. I played fighting video games. Bruce Lee should be my mentor because he breaks all barriers as well as he is a boss. He is an action movie star since a child. I may not be like him but I can follow his philosophy in life to the max. He still worked his butt off to be the best martial artist fighter even though he has the looks and all.

He is the definition of a boss and Asian male figure that I am today. I thank Bruce Lee for being the best example of pride, culture, and excellence.

Do it.

Learn the martial arts for life. Beat the crap out of life with martial arts. Life is war and knowing how to defend oneself is a valuable skill to have.

I am fitness. I am health, happiness, and unlimited-exponential-limitless.

My Vision - Day 9: Awaken the Ambition

I am a New World Ronin (NWR) and I am a salesman.

Thinking that I am a salesman makes me a happy go lucky go who uses the power of intent to get things done. If I can conceive an idea than I can achieve it. If I want to sell a product I need to transfer my knowledge to the customer so concretely that the customer has to believe in both the product and myself.

The product will benefit the customer in that it will aid the customer towards his or her intent or exploration while at the same time benefit the seller financially as well as spiritually. The event or should I say sale will reconfirm to the seller that he is capable of not only helping the world by completing the sale through making sales through individuals but also mentally it rewards him a "mission complete" if you will as well as financial reward. Overall both parties win.

With this constant repetition of wins a momentum is beginning to take place inside and outside the salesman. He can literally quantify his own success by counting his sporadic increase in dough. He feels that he is worthy of this planet to be able to provide for his customers, himself, and his family by providing value whether that be through making a sale or trading his money to spend quality time or trading his money for material gains all this is positive feedback to the salesman.

Similar to a NWR the salesman has unbreakable confidence because he believes in himself whole-heartily. This conviction allow him to be a successful player in the game of life; The pursuit of wealth, health, and happiness. No wonder his customers buy his product. No wonder he has many followers or friends. It is because people respect someone bigger than himself (unshakable confidence). No pain, no gain.

No glory without risk or failure. Failure is only a piece of log which fuels the fire inside of the top-dog salesman which is his ambition. His drive is so great that he must live or die with it. To live with ambition is to remind oneself everyday what his purpose in life is and where is is headed. He should know the direction he is moving towards. His progression may sometimes be slow but he doesn't mind it as long as he constantly move himself towards his goals/mission. He knows himself well. He believes in himself because he truly believes that he was more than what society had told him or given him.

He is a self-reliant. Self-learned.

My Vision - Day 8: The Creator

Watching Dragonball Super today makes me happy. It ignites my imaginations to beyond beliefs. I see the will power that drives these interesting yet realistic characters. They do what is right. They believe in what they do. Their anger or strong beliefs help them become stronger to defeat their opponent.

By they I mean the Super Saiyans. They work with each other to fight evil. They are happy in their normal life. They embrace their differences. They all never give up. Saying this doesn't do them any justice so I'll say it again. They all NEVER GIVE UP. 

I create the world I want to live in. I choose Freedom. I will never give up or give in to the system. I work harder on myself than on my job. There's not a day where I think about making an impact on life instead of dazing off wasting time doing what isn't important.

I dislike slavery. I didn't know there was modern slavery but now I know. My education really starts after college.

I am successful. I am happiness. Nothing can stop me - not even my family members. I choose myself first. I trust in myself to do the right thing like a Super Saiyan. People may not trust me to begin but they will see in the future as I live the way I see of the person that I want to become.

A Free Artist/Fighter/Dreamer/Creator.

My Vision - Day 7 (Hiking with the GF)

I'm a Master on freecodecamp.com. I finished my front-end certificate in less than 3 months and am helping out with nonprofits.

I interact with people from all over the states and world to improve the tech community.

I can travel and work as I please anywhere in the world!

I wear nice trail gear such as light backpacks, tents, light sweater, and all. I go with my blonde gf who is full of positivity. She looks good because she's as athletic as I am.

We go camping. We walk trails. We jump over rivers. We explore caves. We sit under the vast sky to appreciate the night beauty. Under the stars we can do anything we put our minds to.

We also appreciate the wild life that surrounds us.

I am a professional cook. I can improvise with no problem. I can cook from scratch.

Life is good :)

My Vision - Day 6 UFC Champion

I am a UFC champion. I don't care what others think because they are just opinions of the average and of the mass.

It doesn't help me or anything.

I only focus on the task at hand day in and day out, week in and week out.

I do what is right. I eat and train right.

I am happy and content with myself because I am a self-made man.

I exercise my free will to do what I want. It is strategic. Move by move I move closer to my dreams and goal.

I follow my passion while developing my skills to outperform everyone else.

I am my own hero and my own enemy but I will come to terms with myself and not beat myself up.

There's always a way - that way is up or beyond lmitations.

My Vision - Day 5 (The Power of Upward Momentum)

Focus - upward spiral - momentum - small wins

victory / success /

limitless / possibilities / creativity

:)

Read the Napolean Hill's - Think and Grow Rich
-act, repeat

act, repeat x habits

beauty, rainbows, money, glory, healthy, love, smiles, new

awaken, ideas, englightenment

Random brain dump 

My Vision - Day 4: Dreaming While Awake - The Imagination Station

Hello world!

Haha... What to say...?

My family is the best. I dream of a happy family - mom, dad, brothers, and sister reunited and wearing nice clothes. We are happy with one another and full of smiles just like that time we were in the cruise. All of our health is 110% which means we are healthy - duh!

Everyone has a natural attraction and beauty if they can just be themselves. Say what they want and do what they want. Generally human beings are good anyways. The only problem that holds us back is the negative beliefs, attitudes, and behaviors that we learned whether it be from our environment or naysayers. When I say naysayers it also includes some of our family members too unfortunately and that is a fact.

I dream a wonderful dream and a wonderful life with my eyes open :)

My Vision - Day 3: Get Serious/Remove Distractions

I don't waste time anymore. I am serious about my life. I do what I want and what makes me happy. People who are average can just shut up. They are entitled to their opinions and same goes for me. If they don't like what I like - too bad... They have low standards. I like pictures of natures and art and things that are witty and smart. Average people likes good looking people and stupid shit and videos that have no real value besides a laugh here or there or gossip.

My skin is fucking clear and perrrrrrfect. Flawless health. I workout every morning. I train in fighting and push myself in all that I do and that includes exercise. I wake up early to do shit because early bird gets the worm. I don't waste time at work nor with people who gossip or are negative. I come up with solutions and positive responses for all negative people. I won't join a pity party or a negative party and won't let that stuff affect me.

I don't dove myself into social media or useless bs for hours because I am serious about my life and what I want. I work hard and haters can hate but they will never be where I am at because they won't understand my fire - my ambition or passion. I don't care what people say because I am already internally motivated to be my best self and therefore I lead the way.

Being my best self I change the world for the better. I exemplify creativity, practicality, wisdom, and happiness.

Today I was suppose to go to an introductory course from coding dojo which I did. I found a great deal online BUT the only mistake I made was I was 2 hours late!

Nothing on the email said what time and for some reason I had planned on my calendar ahead of time to be scheduled at 12 pm but the whole thing started from 10 am and goes to 6. I sat there trying to catch up a bit. They helped me and were nice.

I was still behind. I was somewhat familiar with the basics but didn't even have a line of code. They basically have us students learn on their website and occasionally intervene to give a lecture.

Their wifi was crap where I was sitting and the their user interface for their website was difficult to work with. I had to leave early and get out of there. I do respect them I just didn't wanted to waste my time :(. I said bye and with all due respect.

NEXT JOURNEY

Just signed up for freecodecamp.com. I heard so much good things and saw a youtube video interview of the owner of this site - cool guy.

His tips are:

1. Code single everyday
2. Join meetups - Know people who code
3. Don't get hung up on tools
4. Focus on how to build it instead of what to build (What to build is a biz decision)
5. Commit to Open Source

The Craziest idea...! Join the KF Instructor's program.

I just had the craziest idea...!

For some reason I imagined myself quitting my job and everything to rejoined the dojo I use to attend to become a full-time instructor - to participate in the instructor immersion program. To be efficient and knowledgeable in all the difficult forms, techniques, Tai Chi, and Kung fu classes. To be able to be do fulfilling work surrounded by health and happiness. Well, my happiness has always been learning martial arts since I was a kid.

The only problem that I've seen and witness is the pay issue and time commitment. Doing this I'd sacrifice a lot of time not being able to do some other stuff like say travel?

At the same time I can learn and do hobbies on the side and also work to improve Sifu's business. Right now I'm really nothing. I don't offer much value so if I can help this place where I work and learn from the best by improving his business it would also lay a foundation for me in the future to go my own route since I'd be self-taught, disciplined, and experienced.

Isn't working a fulfilling job and be in a positive environment everyone's wish? Isn't this the vision that Sifu tried to tell me but I wasn't sold on it?

Why I Would Consider This Path?

Aside from the benefits of always being 100% at health and also being in a positive environment while doing fulfilling work, I would consider this path because honestly I've been searching for quite some time now and have not come close to knowing what I want. I waste too much time pondering and being depressed about my future as I don't see a clear path ahead of me. But if I joined the instructors program I know that I am challenging myself to the utmost "success" as their is a path that is laid out for me. There's never an ending to learning martial arts.

What Are my Worries?

Not being able to provide for my family because I'd be broke. But this is just a conjecture... With the time and discipline and the fulfillment here wouldn't I use the same energy and drive to pursue something better? Or have more time on the side to do what I please?

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This morning I listened to a podcast about giving everything going in 100% rather than 90 or even 99%. So why did my intuition tell me to go this path? I had doubts about it before. I had looked down on the program before and never had accepted the invite from Sifu when he asked like twice.

But I've heard that if people say you're good at something don't you quit. You should pursue what you are good at. If I have a talent for martial arts than what the heck am I doing not pursuing martial arts? (one reason is because I don't want to "waste" money). Money is an investment though. In order to learn from the best who offers value you must pay.

My Vision - Day 2: What it Takes

I read great blogs and article and then practice speed of implementation all the actionable items that I read. I am a man of high value. I practice what I preach and what I read. I connect with other successful thinkers and people who took life by the horns and did what they wanted to. I find and seek out hobbies and new experiences that no others are willing to do what it takes to get there. People only dream of traveling Greece, Italy, and travel to many exotic places rich of history and culture. People only watch on their HD Plasma what have you television. While me? I focus on doing the most efficient and daunting task for hours and days until it is done. I focus on my health, wealth, and then relationships. I am all around interesting because I am not only a great and deep thinker but a man of my words. I take action everyday and challenge myself every single day. I don't complain but find solutions to problems - not only my own but others' as well. I offer value like no other. I play it smart and do my best in every endeavor. I make peace with myself because I know the worst enemy is oneself.

Life is great and it only gets better.

My Vision - Day 1: The Good Life

   I am wearing white nice clothes inside my house nice clean house with really nice furniture. Laying on my sofa with the my legs on the arm side drinking a glass of delicious grape beverage. I'm wearing a tan fedora hat and across from me I see the beautiful ocean and hear the sound of the waves crashing into the shore below.

I have a smile on my face because I am carefree and I know that everything is under control. My hot model wife walks towards me with a cute golden puppy. She's wearing a green bikini which looks great on her. She has a nice bottom and physique because she works out often with me. Her hair is dirty blonde. It's more like brunette. It's long and kind of curvy. She sits down and lays on me and kisses me on my cheek. She said, "Hi honey!"

I caressed her shoulder and side and kiss pull her in for a kiss and said, "Hey lovely." As we both gaze into each other's eyes and smile we can't help but kiss and touch as a sign of affection.

Outside I see a grey to light blue Mercedes-Benz convertible where I plan to take her to the beach and to explore the cave and then at dusk we will walk along the beach shoreline holding hands and embracing the scenery while we look at the sun set. We climb up onto a hill near a light house and look towards the horizon as the ocean quickly devours the sun toward the depth of the horizon.

My pals called me and I will be hanging with the boys doing cool things like having a bonfire with a group of young, smart, pretty, over-achieve male and female friends. We will eat, dance, and play games on the beach shore and gather around a bonfire about  30 feet high! Great music will be playing like European mixes and dance music. I'm having so much fun drinking delicious fruity and fresh beverages. I don't need to be drunk to have a good time as I dislike alcohol.

I check my wallet and it's a nice leather wallet with an American Express Card and a Dark blue Chase ink card. I have a lot of flying mileage on these cards and I get to fly first class on planes with nice, beautiful and young lady stewardess with great and genuine customer service skills. Sometimes like today I would travel by a portable personal plane. In fact I know how to fly the plane as I have my pilot license as well inside my wallet.

Life is great. I make great content for youtube and help millions of people worldwide. I live a great life being my best self. I'm not obligated by anybody or anything. I am a master of my own self. I am free.I am life force and I am at the peak of my emotional and spiritual well-being. Everything I focus on with my mind I can bring it to reality. It's a joy and fun really. I'm surrounded by lovely people who are positive and helpful towards one another. Who think the same way I think and that is to help one another change for the better. To share knowledge and pass on wisdom. To be open minded to challenging each others ideas and to listen with open ears. Of course my family is also there enjoying the time of their life as well. They don't worry about me. They believe in me since I am self-sustaining. I even cook and grill food for them and fly them to Hawaii. Actually I'm in Hawaii having the time of my life.

I am confident and outgoing. I am happy and generous. And I am thankful for everything I have every single day because I don't and won't take anything for granted. I know what I want and I get what I want. It's only a matter of time until I get what I shoot after. If something doesn't work I am not afraid to change courses to keep up with the momentum.

Family Environment: The Ongoing Problem

What they say is true... Stay at home with family and you pretty much belong to them. When your family knows nothing but work, being tired from work, and wasting precious time doing nothing, they want to time suck you into their shitty/ignorant reality as well. They don't know any better. They haven't seen or desire or have a passion for a better life. They are sleep and have become drones of this so called society.

And me? I'm a part of them because I'm not only blood related but I live in the same god damn house for years. Even when I wanted to go away for college I was "manipulated" and mom pulled the poor me card so I'd stay home and help out with the chores and doing errands for the family.

How can I focus on doing my own thing if they always pull me down. When one is retired and does nothing productive and the other is a work drone who doesn't want the best for me hold me back from success? What the fuck?

Do I really live in this fucking selfish world? Are my parents really interested in seeing me succeed in life or let me pursue what I want? No. I'm suppose to be the errand boy, the tour guide, the translator, the chauffeur, and even then my mother wanted me to continue to be stupid and tired working as a wage slave in a shitty and potentially hazardous environment.

Such distractions...! God blessed me for being a good boy who listened to my mother all these years.