Current Ongoing Situation (Home bound)

Here I am near 30 and I still live at home with my parents. I'm the only one who is still at home. This house is small enough to have one person watching movie to make noise for 0 concentration or focus for anyone wanting thinking time or time to focus on intellectual pursuits.

It's been like this ever since high school. I wanted to just have quiet time and I cannot even get it because there would be family arguments or someone watching tv or playing video games.

Life is full of distractions and surrounding myself with my own family member who in this case is my father and mother I've been the same person stint in growth. Not able to find a full time job with benefits.

Day to day I am witnessing things that I don't like or want.

1. Mother and Father arguing 
2. Mother works 6 days a week morning until night and comes home stressed out
3. Father daily watching movies and eating at odd hours and tell me to eat and sleep and does almost nothing productive. Comes up with excuses for everything and has a horrible helplessness mindset and never wants to learn or grow or take advice from me to improve his own life. 

He's retired and all this is rubbing on me. Mirror neurons ablazing.

Then I have to do extra work and sometimes take my niece to school when of all things the other family could have someone over there do it but no.

Lazer Focus Bookworm

Lately I've been working about this idea of obsession. I would pick up a book like the Black Book for Closers and read it everyday and hour that I have before work. It took me four days but after it I felt amazing and accomplished. Next thing I did was order Inner Engineering from Sadhguru and read that in four days as well. I wanted to lazer focus and constantly read. My mind expanded and sought after more info to where now I am reading like four books simultaneously.

Why?

• I feel like it's a movie and I have to fully complete what I set out to do
• It is a good habit to have to never give up
• I feel my mind grow and spirituality grow
• So much knowledge to absorb
• Wanted to understand the author fully 
• No distraction with linear - day to day - hour to hour reading (my eyes didn't hurt either)
• Helps me with mediation and concentration

Current reads: 

1. Sleep Smarter
2. Book of 5 Rings
3. Manmade
4. Creative Mind and Success
5. Monk Mode

Books need to finish:

1. Tao of Love and Intimacy
2. The Rational Male