Saturday, March 11, 2017

Frustrations / Alone / Saturday

Right now I am trying to do my group assignment and I have been sitting here for hours on end yet I do not know how to complete this assignment.

I read and read over what I need to cover and now I need to consolidate everything I read into an outcome for the presentation. My confusion lies in do I make up my own outcome based on my readings? Yes?

I need to get this done.

It is the weekend and we all have a lot of time to ourselves yet I do not have any plans or friends and am here inside my room...

I don't connect with anyone or have anything to say. I do not have any transportation or hobbies...

I'm dying...

Even after finishing this assignment what am I going to do?

I don't even have the workout clothes or access to a gym because I don't have a car or friends here. I have 13 more weeks to go and this problem is not getting better.

I have to get better somehow... I have to keep moving forward. I have to see light in all things and create opportunities for myself. I have to keep on growing and learning. I have to open up my mouth and talk to people. Stop judging and try something new. Stop thinking or be inside my head all the time. Just do it! Just say it! Be kind and be compassionate. Don't put myself down...

Cheer people up. Help others. Help myself first before I can help others. Be an expert. Live man live!

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