Rejection
I got rejected today. Both Shelbi and Stephanie rejected me even though I've spent time talking to them. I mean even if they do not find me as an attractive, potential, attractive, partner they could at least still keep in touch with me as friends.
I guess the world of a girl is different and they are not obligated to text back. Women probably change so often. Maybe they found someone. At least have the courtesy to let me know hahaha.
When you're different you are different for doing the right thing and it backfires... :'(
Energized
Anyway today I felt flow. I felt so much energy I had to go to the gym. I said to myself I will be Superman meaning I will develop my body so much with the free time that I have to be JACKED. I was bored anyways and did not know what to do for fun.
Funny thing is I check facebook and instantly found an event to go to tomorrow. This flow man is exciting and it is guiding me towards the right direction. I need to heed it.
So the benefits of the gym is no joke. WTF have I been doing not testing out this proven scientific fact that exercise improves mood and the brain? Such a stubborn fool lol. Lesson learned. No more back tracking now. I got to keep moving forward with BRUTE FORCE like the pilot of Barbatos.
I flowed in speaking (not thinking) as well as feeling time passed by fast while working out. I had a positive mental attitude or good sense of well-being. I had ideas coming to me like go read Education of a Bodybuilder. Go review old notes and apply them. Even social skill notes.
